I looked at my friends who have normal jobs. They seem to be happy. This Sunday they are attending a friend’s wedding. Usually, at weekend, they have Dota matches, things that I have abandoned for a long time.
My life is the opposite. Or may it be I that make it harder?
Anyway, frankly, I cannot say that I am happy for now. Need to re-auto-motivate. Or auto-re-motivate? Which one is correct?